Good days are coming

I never gave up hope. I failed but I din’t give up. I was even depressed but I emerged from it by continuously telling myself that it will be alright, everything will be fine, and that is what happened. It sure took some time but it did happen, all that was required was some patience, sometimes we don’t get this funda but when the whole process is over then we see and realize that what was happening was for the betterment.

The good and the bad things were a part of a bigger plan, a plan of the universe to take us to the place where we belong, to introduce us to the people who will be important to us. I was helpless for over a year but all it took was three amazing days to bring me back to myself.

I’ll tell you what happened in those three days, so that if you are stressd about something then you can relate and really beleiv that you just need to wait a bit for good times to come.

It was my birthday. I haven’t been talking to anyone and had kept myself deployed of human existence by keep my doors shut and phone on silent, and naturally all my friends stopped trying to contact and just talked to me once in a month, but everyone called on my birthday and I felt happy. That is when I discovered the reason of my sadness, the reason was, I wasn’t talking to anyone. The next day, as I was feeling better, I gathered up all my courage and called my so called ‘best friend'(as we used to call each other 4 years ago) with whom I haven’t been talking because his girlfriend din’t like it and it wasn’t really her fault, we both had and still have feeling for each other. Okay, so I called him and we talked for a good time. I felt even better and felt that I’m now fine.

I wasn’t looking forward to anything when the day other day my result came because of which I had been worried as it was my college’s back exam result and I was sure that I won’t e able to make it, but as you all can guess, I did. I din’t believe my eyes for two minutes but when I did, it was clear to me that this has to be the end of my remorseful time, this was good telling me that ‘Dear, your bad days are over, now you can go and live your life like a normal human being’. LOL.

It was a very hard time for me, something that I can’t explain, but all I wanna say is that if you feel trapped and feel like nothing is going right, everything is out of control, then just wait, have patience, something good is on its way, it’s coming for you. Just beleive and don’t lose hope. 

New Day

It is a new day, the beginning of new thoughts, the zeal to see what lies there for me began taking my mind in its world as the sun came up. It’s again a chance to be a better person, to be better what I have been till now.

The motive is to live to the fullest. The only thing that scares me is the thought of not experiencing the beautiful things that surround us, of not missing out what shouldn’t have been missed. It is not to live a mediocre life, it is not just to breath, not just to make money, but to be satisfied, to enjoy whatever I do every second.

The first cup of coffee in the morning is what I look for, it excites me, the thinking that I’m gonna do all day to be a better version fills me with energy and I get up and start living. I am in a competition with myself, everyday. I hope this keeps going on for life.